October 3, 2000-Tuesday

Today was classified as a bad day. I felt down all day. I worked with Tony all day. Came home to Maryann at 8:30 and talked.

I was very upset with how Robert handled things with Mary. She called me today and was crying and very sad about Robert finding out. I am sure she is pissed and won't want to talk to me ever again.

Today was so bad that I finished off with a "Chocolate Martini Blizzard" as my friend Tony called it. Overall feeling overwhelmed emotionally. I am trying to change my programming so that I am not so negative.
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