I wanted to...

I wanted to believe in humanity
I wanted to believe in love
I wanted to believe in the human condition
but I was let down

I wake now to a new day
on in which I know I don't matter
On the realization that life is random
and everything I learned was a lie

I wanted to believe in karmic goodness
in hope that life could be everything
that I could make a difference
but the truth is, i will never

Its not that simple
the unexamined life isn't worth living
you have to question and doubt everything
before you can begin to see what is real...
Chad Bordes1 Comment